Yesterday I found out that pain can be released in so many different ways, like focusing in the good things u have, doing something you most like, writing it all down or like some I've known; cutting yourself. Of course you can just let it go but I now know that it hurts you even more if you can't take control of it, and it can also hurt others you love.
-This is it, let go, breathe- It's what I'm trying to do now, but I guess it happens to me every year when it's coming to an end. I've been bearing stress all year and it does affect me from the inside. should I give up? or make the last effort for 15 more unbearable days? Yes! 15 more day till break, then exams but I don't mind having those. The good thing is that I have my friends, and we have a wonderful time in any kind of situation. Today, even though we have tones of homework, we made ourselves a bit if time, we sat down on the grass and a few just smoked to relax, not me though i don't smoke. Life is bitter sweet but those the rules of the game, we have to live with that. Find who you are and who you love and everything it gonna be fine. Now I just gotta believe that, because I'm very good at giving advise to others but I never know what to do with my-own-self. I never forget all the people that I have, in Germany, here and at home. But stupidly I sometimes doubt if it's real, of if it's really that good and it makes me think of the bad things when I'm actually surrounded by the best I've ever had. So I hope to get over all this soon, and concentrate in the things i love, like this blog :D, my friends, family, music, photography, etc. 
everything was so beautfiul til this "or cutting yourself if u want" ... que?!... jaja.. nah, entiendo lo qe qeri decir. Pero macca ya no qeda nada, y yo me siento muy parecido.. onda.. no puedo mass!! (así como cuando estas en deporte dando vueltas, cosa qe hace tiempo no hacemos (siii!), y ya estas en las ultimas y apenas puedes, pero sabes qe debes seguir) pero si se puede mas!.. hay qe dar nuestor ultimo esfuerzo pq después el descanso es mas largo :) .. mi papi me aconsejó eso :P, y tiene mucha razon. Además, estamos entendiendo física! qué mejor jajaja
ReplyDeletemacca, siempre nos vas a tener ahi a todas nosotras, ya sabes. Yo te ayudaré con lo qe pueda creeme, y si realmente te sientes muy mal, podi contar cnmigo :)
este año cmo qe te he conocido mucho más y d vdd te estoy apreciando caleta (cada vez qe te concozco mas, te aprecio mas) así q, como consejo de amiga, sigue dando la pelea :D
y ya me fui en volá...xd
tkkk cdteee, y ta hermoso tu blog y tu entrada ta bkn.. de aonde qe fome XD
yaa chauuu :*
sii, lo se. pero me hizo bn escribirlo, las kiero :D queda pokito y depues pura diversion!
ReplyDeleteqe bien :)
ReplyDeletesiiiiii!!! **odiando los ensayos** :p